would the person who died want you to be healthy and happy... ???
if you had already arranged and half paid then as they say life must go on so go and relax recharge rejuvinate and whilst doing that spend some quiet time in reflection
the whole thing with death is you can remember honor the person in your own way you do not have to be seen to be seen at a funeral... understand... when my mother died I was overseas at the time and could not afford to fly home and that's just how it is sometimes... when my husband passed he did not want a funeral he wanted my son and I to go to his favourite hotel drink margaritas and eat seafood... so we did
Go on vacation and while you're there, set aside an hour to reflect and pray for the soul of your departed loved one.
if the funeral is of someone who is close to you have to go if not vacation
Best if you set your priority yourself.
