I m a pretty good liar, I lie to the people I love, and the people who loves me... but I can not lie to myself.
I m disappointed, I m the super hot shot I wanted when I was young, I feel like a failure and that I m living a GREAT FAT LIE. I lied to get my job, I lied to get laid, I lied about God and how "I love Him" I don t even believe all the bull crap in the Bible, I just go to that church and org for girls...tssk stupid right,
That s why I feel like, next year..just going on some trip, go to a town close to the ocean, and maybe find some peace there.
This sounds more like a confession than a question. Why not start making amends? Apologize to those you've lied to. Come clean and tell them what you've done, that you are sorry and ashamed and ask for forgiveness. Even if they don't give it to you at least you'll be able to look yourself in the mirror and sleep at night. Find a new job and get in on your skills and not a bunch of lies.
Welcome to adulthood, looks like you hit it late, just like your puberty. if you lied to get your job, get out, as quick as possible coz later it will create huge *** problems for you. Start a company of your own about something you love to do. Donate beds, shampoos and other essentials to animal centre. Volunteer for animal centre too. You have no idea how good it feels to help out a innocent soul who cannot even talk to express themselves. Do a complete makeover to your lifestyle and have one mission in mind: help myself and the beings around me. Never ever do anything that will hurt anyone in any way. What is done is done, there is nothing you can do now except if you could build a time machine, but you cannot! so let bygones be bygones and start life anew, for the better of everyone and yourself.
So read "For Couples Only," "The Answer You're Looking for Is inside You," "Adventurer's Guide," and "Man, Master of His Destiny," and maybe check out http://www.rwm.org/rwm for opportunities.
Wish you best of luck in all your noble endeavors. Please go ahead. Good Luck and God Speed.
Such sentences, deserve good response. There is no problem even one does not find any answer for it.
Don't escape from life.
Go to the library, and read about who Fyodor was.
Go to Japan.
Do whatever makes you happy.
Go to U.S.A
